When my body is just a sexual object

Khai Don
5 min readAug 31, 2020

I experience both sides of the spectrum in a female body.

From 18 -26 years old, I was fat.

“Fat” means 20kg overweight according to my body mass index. I experienced back pain, knee pain, and neck pain due to the bodyweight I carried on the small spine. My belly was more significant than my breasts, which turned into a joke among my friends. My skin was rough and dark due to the fast-food diet. My back was hunched because of my bad working posture. My body shape looked like a chunk of spring roll with no curves and no female features.

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